| carefree |
wings of lightfar away.wings of light by ~heartbrokensamurai
lies Nicole,
on her bed,
next to Lucy,
hoody over her head.
music helps her escape.
headphones over her ear,
fixed with tape.
just disappear.
her back spurts wings,
feathers made of light.
flying past things,
in the dead of night.
towards a cloudy sky
that she breaks through.
ten thousand feet high
just to see that view.
darkness strewn with stars,
staring back at her.
marveling at the Moon and Mars,
she hears a purr.
eyes open,
half asleep to see,
her kitten,
Lucy.
numbtime ticks by,numb by ~heartbrokensamurai
yet im still here,
unable to fly,
or disappear.
covering my eyes,
so i dont see,
how she cries,
for 26 years.
i still recall,
hearing the fighting,
through the wall,
shadows through lighting.
crawling out of bed,
sneaking to the hall.
my mothers hands on her head,
in tears, as she bawl.
but i complain,
of how she handles her pain.
cigarettes to slighten the strain,
or a bottle to numb her brain.
ending her anguish with alcohol,
like i,
you wish to fly,
yet youre the one to fall.
fireball - free writingi remember,fireball - free writing by ~heartbrokensamurai
things fictional and false,
that ive imagined a multiple time.
and with that voice,
the way she calls,
sounds so simply sublime.
arms,
wrapping around,
locked in tight.
up high,
off the ground,
taken flight.
weightless,
only the gravity of her gaze,
pulling me in.
that kiss,
sets us both ablaze,
fire on the skin.
| enjoy.. |
| if only i could |
Mad 
Sta.sh
